Alone.
2018-11-09 17.01.44
2018-12-16 17.33.34
Can I be honest?December has been a struggle.I have felt pretty alone more often than not.I feel I am COMPLETELY unequipped to fundraise - and this is the major thing that makes me feel like I am in this journey alone.I just want to get another job that pays, and work extra just to make ends meet, so I don't have to keep asking for support, asking for donations, asking for money - so I don't feel like I am alone and failing.AND in the midst of writing this, I am reminded that when I am in control of everything, when I can take care of things myself, this does not leave room for God to move.(Yes, I know that God can do what He wants in any situation at any time - I am not disputing that.)AND it is in my weakness, my lack, my need that God has ALWAYS shown up for me - always through others.[facebook url="https://www.facebook.com/ibetheltv/videos/2759594314065724/" /] And so, I guess I will go home, pick up my guitar and have a little worship session on my own to get my heart and my brain reset and refocused.Thank you for being a part of this journey, friends. <3