Can I be honest?

December has been a struggle.

I have felt pretty alone more often than not.

I feel I am COMPLETELY unequipped to fundraise - and this is the major thing that makes me feel like I am in this journey alone. I just want to get another job that pays, and work extra just to make ends meet, so I don't have to keep asking for support, asking for donations, asking for money - so I don't feel like I am alone and failing.

Dear Haiti,

It has been a whole month - and I still cannot believe I get to live here!!!

Everything is green - I am living amongst mountains and tropical plants - there are flowers cascading over the walls like waterfalls on my walk to work. It is like I am living in the city and in the country all at once - stores are a quick 5 minute moto ride from my home, yet there are goats, a couple of cows, and lots of chickens living in my neighbourhood. I do have to say, I don't love the dogs who howl at each other all night, and the moths that have decided to move in and then die on my floors.